He is jealous for ME.

camp has been okay.
god & i are being best friends because I haven't found anyone here that I feel I can really trust. I've met nice people yes, but no one who I have become particularly close with. & up to now I was upset about that, but I just realized that maybe God has a reason for it all...so that I can learn to trust on Him & not others. So everything else is stripped away & all I have is His comfort and love. It's still hard, but comforting that He loves me enough to keep me so close to Him, enough to enable me to snuggle in deeper to His loving arms.

this song has been my anthem...knowing that others around me may not treasure me but knowing that He, the God of the universe is jealous..for ME...its comforting really.

He is jealous for me
Loves like a hurricane
I am a tree
Bending beneath
The weight of his wind and mercy
When all of a sudden
I am unaware of these
Afflictions eclipsed by glory
And I realize how beautiful you are
And how great your afflictions for me

also, God has been really using the sessions we've been having to speak to me. we've been talking a lot about our vision for our lives & figuring out what God wants us to do. doing what God wants has been a struggle for me for some time...so its been epic that this has been our focus. God's really been speaking to me about the fall & although its absolutely terrifying I am learning to be willing to accept whatever He puts in front of me.

onward....